April 19, 2005

Please raise your hand

I'm just curious who loves Zlad. Thanks.

April 16, 2005

Shut up and listen!

Prom is still around a month away and already I have plans to dine with 12-14 people? This doesn't sound like such a grand proposition. This being the case I've decided to say something now, because I'm bored and stuff. Big groups are ok before and after prom; I don't care really, but I think 6 people is about the max for the dinner portion of the night. aka I'm not going to go with any more than that.

...I guess that's all. Unless I remember something else later, peace.

April 12, 2005

Lost

1.) I don't care about life.

2.) See 1.)

What up with that?

Also, I've considered being an idiot. They seem to have more fun in life. I'm a little torn though because I've seen and interacted with idiots and they disgust me to a certain extent. Any thoughts?

I wish I had something more uplifting to talk about.

I also wish I had some of those firework snakes. The ones that grow when you light them.

April 05, 2005

I wrote this for you:

Hey Baby. Wake up from you're asleep.
We have arrived onto the future
And the whole world is become
Elektronik Supersonik
Supersonik Elektronik

Hey Baby, Ride with me away.
We doesn't have much time.
My blue jeans is tight.
So onto my love rocket climb.
Inside tank of fuel is not fuel but love
Above us there is nothing above but the stars above


All systems gone.
Prepare for downcount.

5, 4, 3, 1. Offblast!

Fly away my spacerocket.
You no need put money in my pocket.
The door is closed, I just lock it.
I put my birthplug in your socket.

The sonic sky is bright just like fire.
You and me get higher and higher.
Cut Communication wire.
Only thing that can stop us is flat tire.

Hey Love crusader.
I want to be your space invader.
For you I will descend the deepest moon crater.
I is more stronger than Darth Vaper.
Obey me, I is your new dictator.
For you is Venus, I am Mars.
With you, I is more richer than all the Zhars.
Make a wishes on a shooting stars.
Then for you I will play on my cosmic guitars.

Ladies and Gentlemen, fasten your beltseats.
We have commenced our descent.
I trust you enjoyed this flight as much as you enjoy this acting.

Now, back on Earth, it's time for downsplash
Into sea of eternal my glory spaceship crash
People have arrived for to cheer me from near and far
and as I float, I open door and shout
"I am world's biggest washed up superstar!"

As for sure as the sun rises in the West.
Of all the things and poets on Earth, I am the bestest.
Come, let me to dream of jewelery on your finger.
Then like a smell around you, I will forever linger.
Ok, it's time for end.
No more will I sing.
Let me take you back in time.
I want for you to experience Big Bang.

Long live Space Race. Long live Movania."

April 03, 2005

Separation Issues

They say that high school is the best time of your life, the most free you will ever be, and I for one agree. Maybe I am naive for not having met other people outside of my small community. Maybe there are grander things to come. However, it is the here and now that lies before my eyes, and for these moments I am thankful.

My thoughts as of late have been unclear. There has been no true focus, and even now as I post this blog an infinite number of topics come to mind. Then I think about a few of them and decide that no one cares about the insignificant moments of my life if it doesn't involve them. Some things are just too personal to say.

Certain trends rear their heads as I recollect my recent history to rake up some kind of story. Girls, friends, money, material goods, school, food, the list is short and simple. My one track mind has no problem staying to these basic principles. I try to think where my present will lead me into the future, and this is something that I commonly find unclear. Thinking a month ahead gives me a headache. I dare not look 2 years down the road. Only vague thoughts enter my brain at this junction, concerning such events. It doesn't really bother me though. I Guess that my future doesn't matter so much as my present. The past isn't that important either. I can look back and smile on past occurrences, but the reality is lost now, and an image is all that remains.

I'm also starting to enjoy The Grapes of Wrath more so than before. It's such a powerful book. I feel an urge to read more Steinbeck.

Gosh, some of you (if anybody reads this) I haven't seen in a long time. What's been going on in your lives? Any worries or concerns that have been plaguing you?