Why I'm pretty amazing

So I cooked off a couple lamb racks today. They were excellent. That is all.

The calming effect of human contact

I feel a huge wave of relief coming over me today. Had a godo talk with a friend yesterday and I think that's all it really took. Shaky feelings have been fairly predominant over the last week or two in concerns to a few aspects of my life, but looking back on things they all happen for a reason. And since I choose to believe what I like I think I intend to keep things that way.

Got told to pray as well. Thinking about it makes me wonder if it'd be right to head back to church. been a couple years since I've gone for something that wasn't a major religious holiday. Will it do anything for my spirit? Couldn't hurt. Plus I suppose I'd never know unless I tried. Still debating the validity of entrusting my desires to someone I'll never meet in person. I typically reserve that kind of relinquishment to Santa.

wanting a break from work. a few days of vacation would be so rad right now. A road trip into the great beyond with nothing but my provisions, music, and my car. Maybe the G man can answer that prayer.

Last thought, I think I've been too pushy with people lately. Things I should just drop aren't always dropped. I'll start taking a stance of non-involvement. frees up my time for more productive things, like watching my fish.

Who says it's a happy hour?

Haven't blogged in a while, figured i may as well. Today I'm finishing up some lists for a happy hour we're putting on at my restaurant now. Fun stuff. The food's pretty good, not to mention inexpensive.

Today's kind of a gross day though. This is despite fantastic weather because I won't be able to enjoy any of it. I can't wait for Friday so I can get paid and maybe have money again. Then some free time to spend it. On a much later note (as I've been working for the past few hours) I think I may be clinically depressed. How does one go about assessing this? Who knows? I need a hobby.