Since I'm sure that not a single soul visits my lonely page anymore I thought it might be fun to give writing a try again. LIFE! Man, what a rush. Lately I've seemed to have ups and downs. I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I feel insecure all the time. Like my security blanket has been ripped from my hands and now I'm left to fend the dark by myself.
It's amazing how much a person can think about on a 3 hour walk to nowhere. I've been repeating this process on a whim the last few nights to blow off steam, collect myself, and practice my singing. Hahaha. As it turns out I'm absolutely marvelous so long as noone's around to overhear.
One person in particular has sparked a few thoughts far extending her own doing, and I couldn't be more greatful. I want to take hold of life right now. I want to dedicate myself to school and work. I want to endear my name in the hearts of many. I want to train myself to be a fitter and happier person. I want to care for other people. I want to apologize for hurting some. I want to rekindle old friendships and forge paths to new and exciting ones. I want to surround myself with people that make me glad to be alive. I want to be able to confidently surrender control to those I'm closest to. I want to love.
Where is the rain gone?
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Introducing the sequel to what is arguably the greatest blog in the entire world.
4 comments:
Maybe you're wrong and someone does still read...
meh, doesn't count so long as I don't know who you are.
I read your blog, Chris...I actually saw you posting this, as I was peering into your bedroom window, watching you to get my jollies....
I would like to go on record as saying you are creepy, Megan Braze...
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